Monday, May 29, 2006

My beach house (apartment)

So, I've been thinking a lot in getting a new place. And the first thing that has come up is to get my beach house or apartment. Been looking around here in PR and RD, found a few good prices in RD but since I've never been to RD not sure if it'll be worth investing there. Also, more expensive to get there but good reason to leave the country once in a while. Here in PR been looking at the Manati area, would be cool to find a good piece of land and just buy the house and plant it there. :)

Good idea right?!

Friday, May 26, 2006

Moment of clarity

So, been thinking a little bit too much lately. And I think I've found why I've been feeling odd lately, like I've been paying too much attetion to what others think of me. First time this has ever happened to me, I've never paed any attention to what others think of me. Is it normal to wonder what other think about me? Should I even let others opinion about me get me like this...

You guys will remember me with my nice helmet of hair and not caring what people thought. Think it's not the same anymore! For one, why would I feel bad when I go out with some of my friends? Is it because I'm single and most of my friends have girlfriends or wifes. Why should this make going out any different than if they were single?

But one thing I saw in myself this weekend is that I'm taking life way to seriously lately, also have been trying to plan my future way too much. One thing I learned two years ago was just that, to take life easy and live one day at a time.

If you didn't knew, I had an accident with my car. It wasn't too mucho but since the car is kinda new and parts had to be ordered. Should be getting it back around wednesdat at the latest, woot finaly been driving my dad suv starting to forget how to shift gears :P. One thing I knew and now can asure of not doing again, is having another car accident. Sucks a lot all this time I haven't had my car, 1) miss it a lot and 2) missing out on some good hang outs.

But, one thing is for sure. I hope that I can change a little bit, need to be more assertive in myself and let the time roll. Can't be thinking of what'll be like in the next few months.

Too much ranting about my personal life, guess I've wanted to get some of it off my chest.

Back to living, thinking of organizing a trip to the beach next saturday. For now the plan is to go to Luquillo then El Yunque, should be fun and I need to remember to send the email tomorrow. Also on payday it's gonna be Sushi night o maybe even kareoke night, so everyone is invited to go. Sushi will be at Canvas in San Juan, been wanting to go there since my birthday. Kareoke, no clue where so ideas welcome.

Gonna log off for now, hope that most of the new posts will be something other than personal stuff.

Monday, May 22, 2006

Random stuff

So bad things first, I hate to talk about this things. Not as important as the rest so I'll be quick, the Spurs lost, moving on.

So the doctors found a brain tumor in mom's head, but thank god the tumor isn't cancerous and hope is high about the surgery. I just want to get this done with since she has her first grandchild and has a lot to teach to Lydia.

On to the next bit of good news. So yeah, first time grandparents and first time uncle.
Lydia Viola Jové Kunst, 22 inches 9lbs and 2oz. She is so beautiful! From the pictures my brother has sent she looks to be awesome, all ready has an attitude. Will need to start my web site again so I can post pictures of her.

I think I plan things way too much, that could explain why I felt bad this weekend. I need to be more easy going and forget planning too much, a lot of things could've happen to my friend not answer her phone. Guess that being single has gotten to me more than I could think. Like people tell me, don't rush to things and I think in my head I sorta did this past weekend.

Wow, never thought I whined this much. Feel sorry for people the listens to me when I whine, kinda hating myself for doing it. Anyways back on subject weekend, what's going on, happening, etc? Wanting to go to the beach, any beach will do but if I haven't been to it better.

Sunday, May 21, 2006

Welcome and First post...

Hello everybody!

Thanks for stopping and taking some time to read, well to hear me whine some. If you have anything interesting to say just reply any post I make, I like to hear (err read) what others think on certain situations. Anyways, lest get to the first the post.


This weekend, thought I was gonna have a good weekend guess again. Had planned to meet up with a friend of mine, still don't understand what happened. She didn't return any of my calls on saturday, hope she is doing good still waiting to hear from her.

Is it bad to show up ealry and sorta suprise someone? Well I did that, showed up on Friday since we accorded on meeting up on Saturday. Got to the Poblado and called her up to know where she was, at least I got to see her for a bit, but then after that on Saturday no answer from her. Well no answer her yet, which is what makes me think what I did wrong?

Few question, Is showing up early good or bad? Was calling her a few times on Saturday bad, when is it few times too many?

Bah, guess I'll do what I thought and talked with some friends. Forget and move on, maybe it was not meant to be...

Well, this is but the start of my blog experience. I never thought I'd be writing stuff here, but thought about it and I hope this help vent some of my thoughts and help me not go crazy. The mind plays some aweful tricks on us sometimes.