Exploration time

So last Saturday I finished my Japanese course which means I'm Saturdays from now on, well unless I decide to take another course. But maybe not now... or better if they are during the week.

Anyways will be starting to put into motion my plans to start visiting places throughout the island. If you wish to do the same give me a call and lets plan it out. My first stop will be "El Yunque", this Saturday from 9-10 ish AM till I find my way back to the car. Sunday still open maybe going to Ponce again with mom, not sure.

If any of you wants to start visiting the island let me know, tons of places to actually go. Or if you know of a site to find out information about a particular place(s) let me know the address. To find out anything I can or plan when we could go to that place.

Anyways, time to get ready for work.

Google headlines

Well, if you are a user of gmail and you use it in a browser not an email client. Let me tell you are in for a treat, sporadically they link some interesting stuff. A few eeks back I posted on Quotes, well thru gmails news headline I found those quotes. As well some interesting articles and not so interesting. Like an American tourist that was walking naked in a town in Germany, that scientists have found some sharks that reproduce asexually.

But would like to comment on this article ...

Quite good to tell you the thru, well from a person that never took a course in psychology. Maybe I should send this article to some of my friends that are to get their perspectives on this. But I found it good none the less!

Article goes on to say how people change when they view their life on a 3rd person perspective and not the 1st person. And how this has help them cope with life easier, how more social they are. Going to give this a try, gonna see more of my life from a 3rd person perspective and see how I cope with what has happened. WOW, I feel better after reading this...

Anyways, back to work!

Warning: Geek Post

So as I get back from lunch and click on my rss feed for /. I see the following post and I followed it. Well the guys at work since the launch of the Nintendo Wii started calling me Wii. And guess what came in 3rd place as the best product of 2007...

Told you so, GEEK POST!

I want to see, hold and kiss my niece

I keep watching videos of her my brother sends us, pics and everytime i mis her more and more. I see how big she looks and all things she seems to be doing and I think. That sucks! That I haven't been there more often.

But I can't wait to be up there soon, going at some point in the next couple of weeks.

Hey all!

Been some time since I've cried or complained about something. Well been kinda busy this past week. Since mom is in Philly visiting my brother and his family, I've been taking care of dad. Been a nurse, cook, cleaning person, yard keeper, a little of everything I've been doing around the house. Been a long time since I've done anything here at home.

Kinda sad I think, with this I've been thinking "Have I been such a prick at home?". Because all I've thought is what to do once mom gets back going out, getting home late, anything to keep me off coming to my room. Sometime I still get annoyed when my parents ask for help or ask me to help them. WOW, kinda sad all this even while I read this I feel bad about being this prick I think I've become.

But with all I've been doing I think or believe I've started to change a bit. Lets see how thing go from now on...

Quotes

Well, thanks to gmails header that shows a lot of crap. I saw yesterday a nice quote that I like, by none other than Bobby Knight. "Most people have the will to win, few have the will to prepare to win." After reading this I kinda picked up some sense to do with my life.

Here is another from Niccolo Machiavelli, "Whosoever desires constant success must change his conduct with the times." Something that I have been understanding as of late, this concept of time.

Also, post feed back if you like where the quotes of day are showing up.

Why is it so much BS?

Lately I've found myself bs'ing more than I should! I have great dreams and I do nothing to make them come true. I tell myself step back let your feelings and thoughts settle down. Yet I can't seem to want to do that, I want to accomplish something yet I sit down in front of a computer and travel to a virtual world where I find myself accomplishing things there. What's different between the virtual world and the real world? The both consume time to get things done...

This virtual world I play at it's called Azeroth and Outlands, the game Wolrd of Warcraft, and I go around killing virtual things for gold, items needed as proof, killing other people in the game to get points. And all for what a weapon to aid me in killing faster, or be alive a bit longer, what's the point of this...

I want to change my feelings toward her, but I just can't find myself able to. I talked with her she understands, but do I understand myself? Has been single for 2 years made me not give up on the first sign of finding a relationship. Could I be this vulnerable, scared?

I do know one thing, I've found that I can express myself through this blog. Should I just not write about my feelings like I've had been doing? Or should I find a more prettier way of writing them? Maybe just keep all I have to think about and not let anyone know what's going on and work things out. Or write them in a place no one can find them and read them, would that help me more? am I still in the same cup of water drowning myself?